I've tried weighing things and i figured out that this whole thing somewhat affected me, morally, physically,mentally and socially. Of course, the main thing here is, I was able to reconnect to the world amidst the busy and tiring work's environment. But then again, is that it? In exchange of the addicting games that I religiously check before and after work,sleep and eating time ( yeah, THAT addictive, and I'm stopping this.) In exchange of viewing other accounts that I believe i shouldnt be viewing-- which leaves me irritated or jealous or revengeful or whatever! ( i am always tempted, i always cant resist) ( Oh yes! And i remember, being a fan of a specific page -I dont care who's viewing my profile, that's what Facebook is all about) I also hated other people who keeps on posting senseless stats messages. ( anu nga naman bang pakeelam ko di ba?) It just pisses me off pag kailangan kinukwento lahat? wala naman nagtatanong? ISUSUBO na lang kukuhanan pa ng picture? iinumin na lang magpo-pose pa? Consecutive shots na iba-iba ang emotions sa mukha? Sa sobrang ines ko, ginagaya ko sila para maines din sila sakin,, and after sometime,, the reality shoved itself to my face: IM ONE OF THEM na. Which i cannot stand! Remembering one of my posts when i bursted out in anger..
facebook created a bunch of wanna-be bitches and lying braggarts... why oh why... may ma-i-shout out or comment lang,, pansin nyo? pathetic. - na sobrang totoo naman... sobrang pathetic.
And I wont even try to elaborate more on this,, pag naaalala ko naha-high blood ako. Kaya I'll save myself. Simply because I dont wanna be like you ( kung tamaan ka, pasensha ka) or simply put I dont wanna be like them ( whichever is proper)
Many may raise their eyebrow for this shallow reason on why I'll be giving up my facebook account. Pero yun yun eh. Cant beat them, dont wanna join them so I'll leave them.
Indeed I'll be sorry for myself for I will miss a lot of things in facebook:
WILL MISS: restaurant city (long forgotten na nga actually)
cafe world
farmville
tagging pictures
answering surveys
playing spot the difference
playing poker
fooling myself by checking 2 other accounts so I could have more chips and gifts for different games and applications
posting comments on pictures
posting stat messages that eventually causes quite a stir
oh yes! im going to miss my panlalait-in-my-mind to those braggarts (ehem, kapul din ako dito minsan)
seeing old pictures,seeing how i 'evolved'
the feeling of excitement in seeing new pictures
hearing the latest gossip and the like
getting plain news, being updated on someone else's life
BUT i definitely wont miss those people who post irritating stats messages, (im guilty for this too) who post too detailed activities and occurences, and basta.. SILA... or pwede ring kasama Ka.. think. nakakaasar minsan di ba? Napuno lang siguro ako. You might suggest remove them from my friends list? yun na nga, inaccept-accept/ in-add -add ko pa, kaaasaran ko lang pala yung MGA taong yun. Well,, maybe,, tama lang talaga yung lumang stat message ko,, naging wanna-be bitches and lying MONSTERS na sila. I AM NOT GENERALIZING here.. so think about that before reacting. Because in its TRUEST sense, those MONSTERS exist. AND FACEBOOK created them. They let themselves be converted. And that I wont allow to happen to myself..
Aaaawww, this feels bad,,, mamiss ko lahat... eto na nga lang ginagawa kong past time, kaya siguro nag-gain din ako ng weight kasi lagi lang ako nakaharap sa computer, di nako nag eexercise( or confident lang ako cause I still have SIMS 3 and my blogspot)
I'll still be in touch, I have my ym (we could stil chat) you could email me ( haha!) yung pictures lang talaga,, sayang.
I am still adjusting. Nakaya ko last last week na ONE WEEK wag magfacebook, nakaya ko. Dati wala din namang facebook (may friendster nga lang,haha!) pero kaya ko..
if you want to have my mobile number, just pm me within the week. :) Just so we'll stay in touch.
Matagal nakong nagsasabing titigilan ko natong mga 'to,, i guess this one's for real na.. its time na siguro. No biggie naman.. may mga taong walang facebook but they're still okay :)
So there. Guess this would be my last shared blog for facebook...
Goodbye facebookers. :)
