Crying while taking a bath yet again. Its beginning to be my new hobby this past few days. Right after theng arrived home from the hospital, it created such A STIR! New stories formed, and we didnt even know san nanggaling yun. Grabe.
And when i bursted out in anger, napagalitan pako ng kuya ko na di ko daw ginagamit ang utak ko. I remembered, watching crime movies, wherein, kailangan lang nyang may ipagtanggol kaya nagawa yung bagay na yun? i think, i somehow felt it, though hindi naman ganun ka-tindi ang mga pangyayari. But you see, kapag matagal ka ng nagtitiis sa mga pang aalipusta, darating ang pagkakataon, bibitawan mo ang pagkapit sa rason, and you’ll stand up for being human. Like those juday teleseryes. How i feel for her pag inaaapi sya and how i wanted her na gumanti
Corny.Pero ganun ako. Most of you might be like us too. Most of times, yes, we can manage. we can bear and we can still control ourselves. But ALWAYS. there will be a time na magsasawa ka sa pagiging laging api. And for once maiisip mo, kaya ka inaapi kasi you;re letting them do that to you.
Now, though I AM not ready yet for what may happen, I AM ready to stand for family. Ayoko ng inaapi ako, LALO na sila. Lahat naman siguro ng tao ganun. Masakit lang, susugod ang kalaban when you are most likely unprepared, off-guard. Unfair.
i thought everything has started already. GUess i am wrong. It starts now. And I have nothing and no one. BUt God.
