Wow. Days passed so fast, i didnt even had the time to unwind through blogging.
I already had it. THAT one job application that made me pause and think, IS THIS IT?! I started crying in the elevator going down to meet kokok and cry even harder. I cant believe it! I'll be training for this job. After a month, I'll be evaluated, and see if I can fit in the team. I was asking myself, what's with the team? And now, on my 4th week as a trainee, now I know what's with the 'team'.
I used to think that i need to squeeze in myself in this solid team. As my co-trainees would put it, it was like trying to penetrate into something that is so solid and covered. Hmmm, that's tough. You know why? Let me just say, I found the counterpart team of Akdang-Buhay, only LESS Drama, LESS CRAP and more money. That's just basically it. Oh, let me not forget that servings of care, love and the sense of having a second family, for real. Hmmm, too early to say this. Im not even IN, in the real sense. Im going to have my evaluation on tuesday. And whatever happens, I know, im doing what i can to hold on to this. I wanted this to be my last. My forever job. :)
Kokok,on the other hand, has been very busy with his work himself. I am just hoping that everything would be fine for us two.
To wrap things up, AUGUST was really crazy! ( its still august though) Kai's baby, Bebang, just had her 1st bday last aug5. And me and my girlfriends had more dates than the usual. had breakfast meetings and just yesterday, we celebrated Jessica's birthday. And we're even planning to go out of town. :) So excited.
On the other hand, i chose not to hear anything about jam from em, told her, if im to receive any news abt the baby, i want it to come from jam and not from her.
I lose some, i gain some. That's life. It isnt fair (as i always try to tell to myself) But its not all BAD too. I get money, i use it for bills. And I'll try to work harder to have more money so I could have more to share and to spend and save for myself and for my family.
Im hoping to enroll myself in a dance class before this year ends. And, because of the work outs, I see myself losing 10-15lbs come November. CHeers to hardwork, BS's, and craps, FOOD and drinks and bad and good things, and everything in between. :)
