these pics were actually taken i guess, over a year ago,,, somewhere in Bulacan, kela Tito Cent. VEry timing, tomorrow, well be going back again for his youngest son's Christening. Food! :) And we're going to wear the shirt that was made esp, for our Baguio trip (supposedly)... So there.

Tomorrow, Im gonna curl my hair, wear the sexy white shirt, fitted jeans and my fave high heels care of figliarina. :) HELLO BEAUTIFUL!!! :)

*thanks to gela for the typo error. WHat has gotten into my mind, referring to Christening as Christianing> hahahah! LOL.

something..something

Okay. So finally, Ill be having my share for July.

first, finally, im keeping the tumblr account invisible to facebook. yeah. what's the point. Told yeah, its gonna be more updated and emotional than this one. who cares. no one reads it anyway, unless i share the blog here in facebook. so there. yeah. better keep it for myself. That's the way it's supposed to be.

Im also keeping my fingers crossed,, and crossed still if ever that happens. This is it! I guess, the turning point. My last chance. I'll have ago, and hoping that everything will coming MY WAY.

Im also excited about a lot of things, lately. (yeah, LATEly,,,whatever)

Just last month, i found myself being addicted AGAIN to watching youtube videos about make ups and styling hair.. and glad i came accross Michelle Phan's channel. Great girl. She's simple and she seems okay. I just hope i get to have her brushes (IQQU Brushes) soon! :)

SO there! till next blog!

And oh, readers! Please pray for my special intentions,, :) thanks!

GRRRRR...

GRRRRRR....

Crying while taking a bath yet again. Its beginning to be my new hobby this past few days. Right after theng arrived home from the hospital, it created such A STIR! New stories formed, and we didnt even know san nanggaling yun. Grabe.

And when i bursted out in anger, napagalitan pako ng kuya ko na di ko daw ginagamit ang utak ko. I remembered, watching crime movies, wherein, kailangan lang nyang may ipagtanggol kaya nagawa yung bagay na yun? i think, i somehow felt it, though hindi naman ganun ka-tindi ang mga pangyayari. But you see, kapag matagal ka ng nagtitiis sa mga pang aalipusta, darating ang pagkakataon, bibitawan mo ang pagkapit sa rason, and you’ll stand up for being human. Like those juday teleseryes. How i feel for her pag inaaapi sya and how i wanted her na gumanti

Corny.Pero ganun ako. Most of you might be like us too. Most of times, yes, we can manage. we can bear and we can still control ourselves. But ALWAYS. there will be a time na magsasawa ka sa pagiging laging api. And for once maiisip mo, kaya ka inaapi kasi you;re letting them do that to you.

Now, though I AM not ready yet for what may happen, I AM ready to stand for family. Ayoko ng inaapi ako, LALO na sila. Lahat naman siguro ng tao ganun. Masakit lang, susugod ang kalaban when you are most likely unprepared, off-guard. Unfair.

i thought everything has started already. GUess i am wrong. It starts now. And I have nothing and no one. BUt God.

Sea, Sand, Sun!

So,,,,after ( insert non-blogging days here) here's another entry for my blog account. The picture speaks for itself... i was able to maximize our overnight stay somewhere in Batangas, with Kokok's family. Okay, so that was not really my first time on the seashore, but sure its nice, because it was low tide. And though it scared me a bit ( i am somewhat afraid of the sea,, because of the water's color) i still managed to enjoy the waves and laughed my heart out whenever i see a couple of fishes underneath the shallow waters. Bad trip nga lang, bakit may lumulutang na diapers??? lata, and the likes,, then,, remembering, SHET, NAKA-ILANG INOM na ba ako ng tubig dagat? SHET talaga ulit. Badtrip, in a major way.

Then, since the kids were already enjoying the sand, naki join nako. As per above, ayan ang aming masterpiece (amin kasi i have my own), the usual thing that I do, i spelled my name on the sand, kaso, nung natapos ko, madilim na! my plan was to have a photo, kaso when i woke up, wala na. ( natapakan na siguro ng mga bata)

after scanning th pics, i just told myself, I needed that talaga. Everyone needs that sometime off the city life and enjoy the wonders of nature. I promised myself, once everything has been stabilized, i'll enjoy everything that I can. I dont wanna reach 30 before experiencing/visiting those very beautiful places. And right now, I'll be writing it down AGAIN (yes, again, i already planned that but because of fortuitous events,nah,,,,more important things first) and IM PROMISING MYSELF, next year, i'll be re-doing my scrapbook and I'll include all the pictures that I will be taking in those places. And oh, Singapore, you are included. Hello Universal Studios! :)

Have a very good night everyone! :)

A thought to Ponder

Right. This might again be sooo late, but who cares anyway? I just blogged because I thought the world needs to know how thankful I am for having the girls that I will be mentioning here. :) This is of course in relation to the whole SACT thing. wherein, I came to a realization that, not really everyone gets to have a group, composed of your real and bestest buds around.

My SACT1

Cheers to Marivic Monzon, for being one of my bestest comforter. She's always there. ALWAYS. You know, its not really everyday that I get to hang around with her, BUT, during those times that I AM REALLY down, trust that there's always a "marivic" by my side. You're like 50% Sam ( ehem! wag kang guilty ha) because looks like you're always the financer! hahahaha! And 50% Carrie, for reasons I cant even think of. But Im confident you're 50 SAm and of Carrie and 33% of charlotte. hahah!

And of course, to you, Jam Roxas, you should always know, how happy I am for having a bestfriend in you too. For telling me things that other people can NOT, and for standing for the things that other people would NOT ever think of, THANK you very much. And, just so you'll know, you might be in a very tight situation right now, we arent even seeing each other ( remember what i texted you before? ) and im really sorry for that, BUT again, when everyone leaves you,, YOU STILL HAVE TWO SPARE TIRES... its gonna be me and em. as always, we cant be together this long if its for nothing right? You are 50% sam, (haha! i need not to elaborate on this) 50% of miranda and 33% charlotte...

Okay, so I am 50% carrie, 50% Miranda and 33% charlotte! haha! (walang pakielamanan blog ko to ha! hahahahahah!)

I would also like to mention my SACT2

To Nhel ( Miranda and Sam), Kai (Carrie and Sam), Jenna ( Charlotte and Miranda) and Me ( Carrie, and Charlotte) Again, girls, this is my blog so please,, respect my opinion. Haha.

Thanks for making my precom days if not the best days, one of the good ones that i will always remember and treasure! I am also so proud to have you girls! :) And even though we have our own sets of best girlfriends, you will always belong to that special group, that will always have a space in my heart! (kai, hinahanap ko yung drawing mo, di ko na makita,, sana may copy ka pa)

CHEERS to all the girls that were able to find their soulmates! :)

Cant get enough of blogging?

This is insane, i know. But i just created another blog account just for me. Why another account you may ask.. well, i used to write a lot. It all started when I was in elementary and I stopped weeks after I celebrated my 18th birthday since i can no longer keep up with my writing with so many things coming up for me during that time.. ( romantically speaking, yeah, yeah, si BOO na naman,,) (hay nako, tama na nga,, he is so famous na here, dun na lang sa kabilang account ko! hahaha! ^.^' )
para lang sa mga PERSONAL blogs ko ala personal diary, and this blogspot account for sharing reasons.. :)

so i might be blogging less here, and more sa kabilang account since i promised myself to keep myself blogging again, for my own advantages na rin. As stress reliever, and a confidante. Im a secretive person indeed, and sometimes, OR MOST OF THE TIMES, believe it or not, im having troubles whether i should share my thoughts or keep those to my lonesome self na lang. hay,, ang daming secrets ko cguro ang mabubunyag pag namatay ako,, i think i wanna make my family read my diaries and blogs sa wake ko,!!! So FUNNY! parang may pabasa! ahahhhaahha! :) enough of my death wishlist...

basta, if ever you would like to have a glimpse of the more personal side of me, you might want to check out my tumblr account, (yeah, i ought to try tumblr naman, since mukang marami ang satisfied sa tumblr, why not give myself a tumblr account di ba? )

BUt not so soon, it is still under construction,, haha! funny ng term ko!

its http://hunnybunch16.tumblr.com/

P.S.
guys, when you do read intriguing posts or blogs, as a respect naman you dont really share it with other people di ba? or you do share it? nah,,, i dont care...

so there. i'll keep this blog site posted as well though!

<3

UST CAT GOLDEN CORPS OF CADETS

Overly-flattered! I am. It's almost 5am, (yeah, blogging during the wee hours!!!) just entered this room, my sister has been admitted, though doctors were not yet sure if she'll be operated or not. Sa E.R.. dun nagsimula lahat...

dinextrose yung kapatid ko, pagtingin ko sa nagdextrose,, PARANG kilala ko to.. sinipat-sipat ko ulit.. tama.. kilala ko xa... pero di ko maalala yung pangalan nya.. kahit yung apelyido nya.. pero sure ako,, 2nd yr hs ako nung nakilala ko xa nung 4th yr hs sya.. oo,, sa CAT training,, meaning,, BRAVO company xa! Bigla ko inisip, sinu-sino nga ba yung mga magagaling sa Bravo noon ( although napamahal naman halos silang lahat sakin) Del Rosario, Dela Cruz, Cuando, Salcedo, Revereza... tama, revereza, xa nga ba yun? alam nyo yung feeling na natatandaan nyo yung name pero yung mukha, hindi? ewan. umalis na yung nurse na lalaki at nagpunta dun sa lounge nila.

Pagkalapit ko kay theng, sabi ko, "di talaga ako pumapalya. kada punta ko dito may nakikita akong kakilala/kilala ako. tignan mo yung nurse na yun? kilala ko yun. YUN. yung papalapit dito"

pag kalapit ng nurse, chineck yung folder ni theng na may laman na cbc/urinalysis nya.. sabay talikod *kurap* harap sakin, sabay turo,, "Honneylette."

Ayos. Napangiti na lang ako. Sabay tungo. Kilala pa rin nya ako. haha! Yabang ko, pero nahiya ako. Shet. Sa taba kong 'to nakilala nya pa ako? Sa ayos kong 'to, namukhaan pa rin nya ako (suot ko yung malaking tshirt ko na tazmanian devil at yung hanggang pwet kong hair eh nakapalumbon lang) Tumingin ako sa salamin. Nakakahiya! Nakita nya akong ganto itsura ko! Pero,, naisip ko, tumaba nga lang naman ako.. eh nung CAT namin, ang itim ko na, ang liit ko pa. okay lang yun.

Maya-maya, kinausap pala nya yung kasama ko, sabi nya," sandali na lang makakapunta na kayo sa room nyo.. Si Honneylette, Assistant Commander namin yan sa CAT" (parang proud pa) EX-O kaya!!! hindi Assistant. Whatever. Haha! At least, KILALA NYA PA AKO. nakakaflatter talaga, hanggang paglabas namin ng E.R. im waiting for him to look my way ulit para makapag-wave goodbye man lang ako. ANd so it happened, nakangiti pa xa. Ang sarap ng feeling. Para akong bumalik sa kahapon na hindi. And for that, im really appreciative sa kung anung nangyari sa buhay ko nung HS.,,, yung CAT Golden Corps of Cadets!

Para sa BRAVO COMPANY 2001, salamat sa memories! :) Da best din talaga kayo. <3

At syo C/Pvt Dylan Revereza, salamat ulit! :) Mabuhay ka! :)